I had a bit of a weird day.
Was still SHATTERED when I woke up. I had a nightmare day at work, nothing went right. We went out last night to watch Helen play darts.
I had a Blueberry ST Helier, Raspberry Sourz & Lemonade, Vodka & Orange and A water oh and a coke. I came home early for two reasons
1) I was still tired. Bah.
2) I was thinking bout Steph and Ali jetting off for spain, or more should I say I was thinking about not being in Tenerife. It's weird I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop missing it. It's like being home sick. Except its not home, does that make sense? Like now, i'd be in the pool playing water volley or whatever the game is.
I'm thinking about just going next year, even just on my own. Just booking ten days or even a week and just being there. Steph I doubt would want to leave Ali or could afford it and get the time off because I think her and Ali have holiday plans for next year too. I even considered taking my dad but a) he can't go because of Grandad and b) thats a bad idea we'd end up fighting. So it looks like it would just be easier to go along, it's getting the courage to do it because I'd look like a right saddo. For those reading, just to clear up, I'm not like a loner or anything. I know however no matter who I went with, if it wasn't Matt i'd miss him, and TBH i'll probably hate it. But i'd rather regret what I did than what I didn't do.
I came home and got really weird pains in my tummy they were sharp and stabby but didnt last very long at all.
Your picture today? A raspberry ripple (drink)
xoxo
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