Today has been another S**t day.
Ive felt so down and paranoid and this is the part I cant change. This is one of the worst parts because no one can fix this.
The only physical thing today has been tiredness but its all the emotional. I get paranoid/think stupid things which causes relationship problems which causes depressed feelings and no one can change that.
I had an almost perfect life at the start of the year and I feel like some b**tard somewhere has taken that all away from me.
I feel like going out and getting absolutely slammed but I cant because I know i'd pay the price for days afterwards. I cant because i'm too tired.
I want my old life back.
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